Yesterday, I didn’t want to just laze around coz I have been feeling useless.  Naaawa na ako kay hubby… sya na lang lahat gumagawa.  I figured since mukhang maganda na kapit ni Bebi, pwede na ako kumilos sa house.  So ayun, naghugas ako ng plato & naglaba.  I even slept a bit later (10pm) just so I can wait for the 2^nd batch of washing to finish and I can put it in the dryer.

This morning, I had some slight spotting.  I got worried but didn’t tell hubby.  He must’ve seen the worry on my face coz he kept asking me what was wrong.  I didn’t mention it because I didn’t want him to worry.  I took my “pampakapit” meds after breakfast.  By after lunch time, I checked to see whether it is helping any.  I still had some spotting. L  I really need to take it easy.  Silly me to think that I am simply being lazy and useless when I haven’t crossed the safe line of the most critical first trimester.  I really need to do this for our baby.

“Bebi, kapit ka lang please…”

Can’t help being in tears.  And now, because of this stress from such a selfish b… I am starting to be in pain!