I am so happy for the HAKUs!!! They have started to form their Basketball Team :p hehehehhe. Madadagdagan na ng makulit sa mundo!!! hihihihi…
As for me, eto feeling the pressure na. It is hard enough that whenever anyone sees me, all they could think of asking is “Wala pa ba?!”. I would normally smile & just say “Wala pa eh”…. then shrug it off.
Now the pressure is coming closer to home. Last weekend, Ate Reg popped this question at me… & even joked about Kayenne (which turned out correct! hehehe). I observed that my mom seems to be an eager beaver about this question on me too…. Keeps telling me to do this & that…. (pressure, pressure, pressure…)
Waaaahhhhh!!!! So when Karen told me the great news… I had mixed feelings. Of course, I am ecstatic for her & her hubby… for me, I had to hold myself up. What’s worse was that when I called hubby & told him I had something to tell him… he immediately blurted “Buntis ka?!”. Waaaahhhhh!!! Tears just fell..and I struggled to tell him, “hindi pa nga eh..” in between my tears… I had to breathe deeply & tell him the great news in a much happier tone. After that, he kept re-assuring me to not worry. Our time will come. That is why he sent me the message in my previous post.
It’s just funny to think that those who didn’t really plan to be preggy are now preggers… hehehehe. Baby Boom ito next year!!!
As for me, God knows it is not yet time. I can honestly say that hubby & I are not yet ready for that kind of joy & responsibility as yet. As it is, he has a lot on his plate right now and I totally understand that God knows… We are not yet ready.
I trust that He has a great & amazing plan for us… just like how He brought us together. Our bundle of joy will come as another wonderful gift in the most perfect timing. After seeing how it all turned out… I’d rather wait & see what He has in store for us. I am still overwhelmed with the gift of hubby… imagine when it’s that Gift for the two of us na?! Beyond Blissful!
Furthermore, if you’re someone who knows me real well, you’d know how I have a weird aversion towards “being, doing or living the way everybody else does.” I guess this is another freaky addiction… the addiction to be different… the addiction to go on my own route… As Poidy termed it… “You just want your own Thunder” HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
I just wish I am not as overly sensitive…. hehehhe.
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ohgracious!
says:
awwwww… don’t worry ‘te. the most precious gift will come when its time. for now, enjoy each other.
HE has giving you that gift (kuya ariel) to spoil (for now) with your yummy home cooked meals!!!
:)
*muahugs*
Oct 19, 2007, 2:29 pmohgracious!
says:
typo: *given
LOL! gutom na ako e! hehe!
Oct 19, 2007, 2:30 pmjuliana
says:
that precious little one will surely come in His own time.
you’re not alone, I’ve survived all the pressures. it will pass.
meantime, enjoy life as is. there’s a lot more reasons to be happy and feel whole.
~juliana
Oct 19, 2007, 6:58 pmmahryska
says:
karen and i actually spoke about this also…how the news would hit you knowing you and ariel have been trying for a while now. like sort of how i felt when jinx announced that she was preggy.
anyways, as i also said, HE has a great plan for all of us and HE will soon enough, at the right time, bless you both with your own bundle of joy! like he will, in giving me my own special person, my own chance in experiencing love like all of you have been experiencing when im truly ready, at the right time.
my prayers are with you both. grabe! feeling ko dami bigla inaanak ko for next year…nyahahahahah =D
Oct 19, 2007, 7:33 pmmahryska
says:
its been a wonderful year sweetie, and so much joy and beautiful memories created. im sure, in the coming year, mas madami pa!!! kaya lets look forward for that…but live today and appreciate every blessing that we hold right now. because for sure, masosolo mo thunder mo sa baby boomers!!! di kita aagawan…nyahahahha =D kc bridal thunder ang gimik ko!!! nyahahahahaha =D oh diva?! sympre, dream ako! hihihihhihi ;) no charge naman yun eh.
Oct 19, 2007, 7:38 pmmaeyo
says:
Thanks for sharing your thoughts on this.
Tama si Sis Juliana… therapeutic nga ang blogging… you get your own support group whenever you need it! hehehee.
Thanks ulit sa inyo!
hugz…
Oct 19, 2007, 4:07 pmjinkymarie
says:
So late ako mag comment waaaaaaaaaaahh!!! kasi naman hehe…
Maeyo, you and ariel always in my prayers, sabi ko nga kanya kanya moment yan, maybe ang moment nyo ni ayhie eh i-enjoy nyo pa ang isat isa then be it diva?!?! M sure kapag moment nyo na magkababy hay sigh, everybody will be around u to tell u the DO’s and Dont’s hehe sinz madami nauna sau he he he… So don’t feel so bad that much u shud not stress ciado ok???
hugs n kisses
Oct 19, 2007, 7:18 ammarj
says:
Hope you’r eokay now. Don’t worry, it took us a year to get pregnant.
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