Yesterday when Karen & Danielle were at our place, I had a good look at how things have totally changed for Karen. I then saw how it will be like for me. I had mixed emotions of excitement and fear. Excitement, of course, for the arrival of our much-awaited and much-prayed-for first born. Excited ako na the time will soon come when our family will be of 3. Excited din ako over the new adventures, challenges and joys that our baby will bring. It’s something new which I absolutely love. Fear, well, it can only be because I am afraid I may not do well at it. I may not be able to be a “good” mom. Fear din that everything will be totally changed.
As hubby & I prayed the rosary last night, (I had my hand on my tummy) I felt quite re-assured that everything will just be wonderful. There will be challenges but this is a journey that I will definitely never trade for ever in my life. So there, I entrusted it all to God so all I am left with is Excitement. Tomorrow we are going for a doctor’s appointment and more than anything, I am looking forward to see our baby again! It’s been a month since I last had a scan. Definitely exciting times again! :)
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