Maeyonnaise

It’s been longer than I ever thought it would last
This friendship I predicted was a consequence of the past.
Back then, I presumed only “because we had no choice” we were glued
Who would’ve have imagined, we counted years and years proved
That somehow, inevitably we did become true “friends”
Even in the back of my mind, I doubted you still.
Somehow, someday you alter ego will re-appear.

I trusted you then
Even when you did, to me you were not my best
But I let it be, as you needed someone to be there during the tests

We had our squabbles
Which after a while were like bubbles
We were back to how we used to be.

It must’ve been the last episode
That stopped me to hold
I am tired of chasing
I’ve lost patience in pacing
Waiting for you to let us in again.

I have drawn my path
On my own, without a wrath
But just a distaste
Of something decided on own haste

Forgive me but I can no longer be
The friend I thought I was trying to be.
I am sorry but somehow
I really cannot endure to your drama follow

I will let go of the annoyance
That you cause in ignorance
I will forget the times when the mere thought of you
Tied me up in a knot or two.

I’ve had enough.
I’m done being tough.
Why hold on to something that brings nothing but pain?
Then go take the cycle again.

I am doing this for our own good
Treat you just like an acquaintance should
Would dare not bother to make ends meet
When you say something, elsewhere you take your feet

Enough is enough
You bring out in me only rough.
I just hope from now on I will not get
Questions about you, as if any time we’ve met

I have given it a chance.
Tried to burn the bridge once
This time, it is best that we let it be
The past as it used to be
The present as how it should be
The future as how it will eventually be.